Lacking motivation

I am really beginning to reevaluate my life. After going out to dinner with a friend, I began to compare my life to hers. She recently got egaged.Gradutaed form college, had a great well paying job. And just bought a home with her fiance. I don't even have my drivers licenses.:0(
I am completely fed up with cleaning peopels dirty sheets and sweating all day. I need something more. I can't save a penny. Well that's not true I have about 40 dollars saved in a tin can. I don't have a serious relationship in my life. I feel as if I have nothing to be proud of my biggest accomplishment was graduating. I need to move forward and make huge changes. But I feel I don't have the motivation. I want something more. But maybe its just meant in my dreams. I don't seem to be a go- getter, I rather just want for something to come to me. Why can't I work hard for what I want? Well i don't even know what I want. I wanted to be a painter. I wanted to be a writer. I wanted to be a teacher. I wanted to be a movie star. But I could settle for being a secretary or working in an office. Or maybe a working with kids in some way.

I can't live off $ 8.40 for ever!!!!:0(