Him

I took out HIS shirt today and I decided to wear it. I am in need of comfort. I wore this pale yellow t shirt every night while I was in cuba. It was a piece of HIM. I still own alot of HIM. I have piece of HIM all over.Too often I catch myself spilling out HIS words and his ways. At night I reach my arm to the empty side of the bed.I am not pretending anymore. But its a soft feeling ; just to remember. I faced the facts that HE will probably never leave me.HIS memories are engraved in me. And I will love HIM for a long time. I can not read the future but I bet HE will be resting in my heart. HE'S taken 2 years of my life, with or without HIM, HE still resides in my life. Its an ongoing battle to fight, trying not to lose myself to HIM.