Was I that difficult to love?
because I loved you more than my heart could hold.
Im looking back on my goofy grin and my boring hair style. Maybe you needed more.
But I seen the imperfections in your face and the standard pose you made for the camera. And I loved it all. I knew everything was bound to change. I wish you could see me now. Im different, Im stronger and I've grown.
I wish I still didn't have tears in my eyes. And I could look at you and lie.
I am still holding onto you ontop of those rocks. Remember we posed for all those pictures. I still have them framed. Maybe thats why I took so many pictures, because secretly I knew it wouldn't last. I needed something to remind me of you. In your heart, where am I? Is there any part of me left in you? Ive hidden you as much as I could, but your pouring out of everything can't keep you locked up.I wish you could see me now, maybe you would change your mind. So long much time has past, maybe our time is now. I wish we had another chance. But if my chance has already gone, what am I waiting for? Why am I yearning? Why can't I let go. I look at our faces in those photographs I see forvever in our eyes. What changes? Who took the forever out of our hearts?
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Thanks Jay! I was just having a moment .. lol and it lasted it all day. Some days I just remember him and what we had and I get alittle sad.
I don't think he wants me to find him, he with someone new. Hopefully he's happy.
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