Its just one of those weeks.

Im beating myself up because I can't like Matt. I just want to be able to be able to like someone fully and when they like me back, I don't want to run away. I wish I could b sweet and sympathic. I wish I could be sweet and sympathic. I wish I could giggle and batt my eyelashes. But what I give is a a huge laugh, a few sarcastic remarks and a big push. But I guess that's just me and the only time I feel like its a bad thing is when a guy comes into the picture. Obviously I need to find someone who will make me feel comfortable and all my faults will be dusted with glitter and likes, not enough to end a relationship.