I like it. but I don't need it.

I am quite perturbed. I went to my Instructor to pick up my exam marks. And I got 96 %. Which is stellar on its own. But compared to the class, I am one of the few without a 100%. Even the woman who has no clue whats going on in the class got a 100. What? How can this be. I guess it makes me the stupid girl in the class. I dunno if he marked me harder, or what. Like the woman lets call her Tammy. Tammy doesn't even know what undo does. She has trouble highlighting text to format it. But the girl next to her helped her through out the whole exam. Lucky her. Ive heard it all, and I know I got a good mark. Im just disappointed in myself for getting one of the lowest marks.

I had all these expectations, and hopes when I enter the doors of my college. It was a new leaf, a new step to be walked on. But Im feeling like its the same old rotten leaf. I haven't made many friends. No guys are chasing after me, or even looking my way. Im not at the top of my class. Everything is just mediocre. I guess its all in my hands, and I need to make the best out of what I have. And if I want something I need to peruse it. But these are all words, and words are easy to spit out, than executing the action.

Im heading to the 0 deuce tomorrow night. I am of course for once excited to hit the clubs. I am in desperate need of some drunken fun.

Thats enough griping for now. Have a Freaky Friday Dudes and Dames.