Do you ever feel lonely when standing in a crowd of people? Thats what I felt like on Saturday. A group of us went to 02 as usual. The whole time I was there I was surrounded by friends and people I went to school with but I felt left out and lonely. I couldn't shake this feeling. It was like I knew I didn't belong, I was aching for something more. So I left. Took a cab home. The club scene is getting old for me. Or maybe its the people Im going with.
I was reading a Meghan's blog and she was discussing how harder it is to make new girlfriend then guy friends.And I agree.Girls seem to always feel there is a silent competition between other girls. And most girls get threatened by other girls. I was feel more comfortable with guys, partly because I felt girls always caused problems. Gossiping and whinnying. So much drama! Guys are completely different, they don't worry are fight about things as much.
But now Im missing hanging out with a group a of girls. I haven't had a girls night out in forever. I hang out with my girl friends one at a time. And i hang out with groups of guys. I find it so hard to met new girl friends.Im trying at school right now. And any girl I talk to, rattles on about there boyfriends. Most girls cant seem to function without one. Its quite annoying. My goal of the year is of course to graduation and get a good job. But I also would like to met some new friends. Hopefully make some close friendships.
I want to have a bunch of girls over and watch girly movies and have facials. I want to get all done up with my girls and go dancing all night. Im sick of sitting around watching hockey or being flirted with and touched.
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I seem to have the same problem in a way. Its sometimes hard for me to make and keep friends these days. Mainly because i'm so so so laid back. I enjoy staying to myself alot and really don't care for much company. Thats just sometimes! All you need to do is go with the flow of life. Thats all! You will be fine. Besides, you're a very very attractive girl who seems to have an amazing personality! Friends want be hard too find! LOL
Song For this problem: Switchfoot - The Beautiful Letdown
Anyway, what do you mean by being sick of being flirted with and touched? Details please!
hahaha. All my guy friends flirt with me. When we go to the bars the guys fight over whos gonna dance with me.For some reason guys can't dance on there own. They say its gay. Most of my guy friends hit on me lol..its annoying
When you do find the perfect girl-friend, they are keepers! I find that I can have a more meaningful friendship with a girl than with a guy... but then there's always an odd guy... :-)
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