Fatty Pants

I am such a late-night snacker.Ask me what I have eaten.?Well since you asked I ate a tomato and cucumber sandwich at 9. A hand full of candies at 10. A bowl of nacho cheese chips at 12 and to top it all off strawberry shortcake at 12:30. Omg Amanda calm down. What did I eat all day? a bag a chips and kraft dinner. My eating habits suck when Im working. I try to eat breakfast but there are many days I rather sleep a few minutes longer than eat a bowl of cereal. I need to get in habit of making my lunch the night before. I need to just start eating regular meals ...meh.

I survived my first day back. I only had 15 rooms to clean today. Not bad. Seen one man in his tighty whities, no shock value there...Ive seen it all. I left 4 cooler in the fridge in room 103. The women who checked in that room came out, she seemed sort of mad. Guez everyone makes mistakes...Yummy..free aclohol. Pretty much my only perk from working there. A discount on the rooms would be Fantastic but too bad they never give it to you. I decided to take my business else where, when we go to Halifax were staying in the Howard Johnson.

Out of control is a state of mind, don't blame yourself.

Just when you begin to fear the direction your life is taking,

all the dead ends and the one-way streets lead you to the place you've been searching for in your heart.

Life takes the wheel and drives us where it needs to.

And most of the time we disagree with the direction.

We stare at the map and can't figure out how we will ever arrive at the destination we want.

But we do.

Eventually.

Its all too much to understand.

Too much to believe.

I wrote this 2 years ago..Kind of random just found it in my journal.